What are you still searching for?

I am a hairy smoking golfball which identifies with a sort of spheroid nucleus of me and which reaches out in all directions dendritically into everything which is not me and the resultant two-way transduction of energy makes me fucking smoking, man, as you American cousins say so delightfully....I'm searching for everything and of course the golfball and the space the dendrites braille into are all mySelf so of course... as Auden wrote; 

"The centre which I seek to find
Is inside my unconscious mind
And in my quest I don't despair
Because I am already there"

 Alan Watts spoke of  babies learning the peekaboo game at the outset of life cos they are fresh from the bardo realm and recognise it too be the Ultimate Reality Game...and the oldest one going...

Happy searching people....Jon xx