What are you drawn to in others?

I am drawn to your Inner DNA.

Your inner DNA consists of two tightly-woven strands of inner awareness; the deep and the Deep.

What do you see if I ask you to look deeply into your mind?

For myself, sometimes, I look within and I see and hear and taste my dreams, demons, fantasies, aspirations, memories, shames, fears and guilts....this the deep, small dee on that thar deep word...it refers to all the stuff that has been historically laminated layer by layer within the open space your mind is.... to hover like LA smog strata in the cerulean blue of a fresh pacific sky....it is the prepersonal stuff of which identity is predicated....it is the shape of myself around which I shrink-wrap when i experience fear or shame or guilt or a coctail of these....

Then again sometimes I look deeply within and I experience  variously; a numinous, limitless light....a cool open space without end in any of the six spacial directions which I think of as Ground although there is no literal ground there....a deep bliss  borne out of prepersonal suffering on the wings of compassion....a sense of being carried into the loving embrace of Mahashakti...a fulminant ecstacy drenched in the hard clean fires of Divine Lust....and sometimes a still quiet darkness I rest in and this is quite beyond language and metaphor would just be a tease....this is the transpersonal stuff which we are evolving into like an upside-down tree whose roots braille through the eternal Now into  an autopoeic future...

...deep and Deep....prepersonal and transpersonal, respectively...from a third-person perspective, they are the pacific sky and the defiling smog within....from a first-person perspective, it's usually not quite like this...they braid in a double-helix to create the Inner DNA...sometimes both sorts of stuff swirl together like Baileys dropping into a cafe creme....like having an anthropomorphised vision of Durga coming at ya on Her tiger (or lion, if you is  a Vedic dude)....the essence of the vision is transpersonal...she is that transcendent archetype which seeks to cut through delusion, sort of a female Manjushri in the Vajrayana pantheon-next-door....and the later Hindus downSpiral immamentise this desire for clarity and truth into material success.... so she symbolises career success... which is why so many businessmen do daily morning pujas to Her....anyways, there's a mixture of pre- and trans....and the very anthropomorphising is prepersonal ye ken....

So when I encounter you, I am drawn to discover what is deep... what motor drives your lower koshas here in Lilaville....and I am drawn to see mySelf in you, discovering what Deep fires generate the warmth in your eyes when we meet....and what light lies beyond the fire...and what radiant clarity...which is Emptiness...contains that Light...whose name be Ishwara....the Divine impulse which sits at the very split where One becomes Two....I'm fucking drawn to all of it...prakriti and purusa....I want to grok it all in you...

And in return, I'll show up fully.

Om Nama Shivaya.....Jon xx